A time of rising insecurities and uncertainty. How will I go by this time?

The proposal essay has to be complete by Thursday. Must finish it nicely!

I went to watch the show "Conversations with God" yesterday with Jensi and Lydia. It was quite a cheem type of show, which not many people will actually understand. There was a portion of which the lead kept visualising a child with his hands being held by this woman who was smiling ever so significantly. To me, that woman represented God, while the child represented us humans. By reaching out to the woman, we are actually reaching out for God's help. And as they were seated nicely opposite each other, with one end (our end) being icy and cold, and God's end being warm and green, just a small reach will bring us peace. God is always there with us, just that we totally ignore Him. God can easily have full control over us by saying the words, but he is so magnificent that he gives us free will to choose, and by doing so, created the best thing in the universe - love. WIll there be love without God? Will there be faith without God?

Jensi is such a unique person. Freaky in fact. lol.

The time has come. To test the faith of me. We shall see. I want to be brought up to a new level of closeness with the Lord. I will leave everything else that is unrighteous behind.

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